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When did it end? I look around and i dont see you
near by. When you use to be holding me
and kissing my head.
When did that end?

I sit on my bed, looking around for you still,
we would be cludding, and watching movies.
Nothing would stop us,
When did that end?

I play with my curly hair that you would love,
in my jeans and sweats, looking, waiting
for my heart missing a beat, when you would kiss me.
When did that end?

I dont understand why you left,
Then left me heart broken. I dont get it
how you said you love me and nothing could come
between us.
When did that end?

I miss you still. And i love you still.
I lay on my bed, and i stare at my
Hated-9 We were at the carnival in a flash, and he was right, it was cold. We went on my favorite ride of all of them, in the back on the pirate ship. When I was little I use to look down and wait for the ride to get off. But now, I would sit in the back with my hands high up in the air, and scream. Mario would do the same thing but close his eyes when the air would rush in on his back.
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After the carnival
“That was fun!!!” I screamed. As he was giving me a piggy back ride.
“I’m glad you had fun.” And then I forgot about my scars, my bandages and everything, it was me and him and that’s all
Hated-8 I walked home, counting each footstep that it took. Josh was following every move I made make me happy. He was counting each breath that I took, each sniffle. We passed his house and he  didn’t  turn down his street. He was walking me. I had a feeling a GUT feeling that something was going to go bad.

I reached my house and I locked the door. Then slid under a note sating:

Violet,
You might have not read my last note but this is the copy of it, please read it and don’t throw it in the paper shredder. I realized where I was walking, the paper shredder. I kept reading,
Violet, you were the best thing that happened to me really. You
Hated-7 Everyone was amazed, some people wrote RIP VIOLET on my locker. I was trying to ignore everyone when people started asking me to “Show my stitches” or “Did Josh really hurt you like that?” Then came walking the hell whole.

“Hey look, little cry baby came back! They must have not liked her, and sent her.” That pushed my button already.
“Hey look, its little ‘I’m miss perfect and nothing and no one will have sex with me anymore, because I already went to go have an abortion.’” Her face turned red, and everyone pointed at her and laughed. I shut my locker and walked slowly to Josh’s.

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Sayings-5

by ~smilexhoneyxx

Life isn't a garden, so don't be a hoe.

There isn't a single human being,
Who hasn't plenty to cry over.
And the trick is to make the laughs
Overweigh the tears.

Meeting you was fate,
Becoming your friend was by choice.
But falling in love with you,
I had no control over.

When I was 5 years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up, I wrote down "happy." They told me I didn't understand the assignment. And I told them they didn't understand life.

Everybody wishes they could go to heaven,
But no one wants to die.

Rule 51:
Erasing yourself from somebody's life is not as simple
As walking out the door.

I'm probably in the sky flying with fishes.
Or maybe in the ocean swimming with the pigeons,
But either way you're there.

I'm not supposed to love you.
I'm not supposed to care.
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are, or what you do.
I'm sorry I can't help myself
'cause I'm in love with you.

Life is about trusting our feelings,
Taking chances losing and finding happiness,
Appreciating the memories and..
Learning from the past.

Hold me close,
& promise to never
Let me go.

When there's something you want, fight for it. Don't five up-no matter how hopeless it seems. Even when you've lost hope, cause years from now you're going to look back and wish you gave it one more shot cause the best things in life don't come easy.
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Some of them i found,
others made up. what ones your favorite?
c&c
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!Cookiesrulee67 Nov 1, 2009
i LOVE life isn;t a garden, so don't be a hoe, that's deep man, that's deep.

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WCIFSC?<- best Christmas moment ever! Santabot you suck!
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Today I realized that when you say "Oh come on" really fast it sounds like Pokemon. Mind. blown. MLIA
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~smilexhoneyxx Nov 1, 2009
Lol :]
Its pretty funny isn't it? :]

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I'm opening up, letting go, hoping this will lead me where I need to go.
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She's got a smile on her face, and a fuck you attitude, because from this day on she's living life for herself.
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Sometimes you can't see the pain someone feels.
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!Cookiesrulee67 Nov 1, 2009
yeah!

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WCIFSC?<- best Christmas moment ever! Santabot you suck!
FRESH14
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Today I realized that when you say "Oh come on" really fast it sounds like Pokemon. Mind. blown. MLIA
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~smilexhoneyxx Nov 2, 2009
:D

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I'm opening up, letting go, hoping this will lead me where I need to go.
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She's got a smile on her face, and a fuck you attitude, because from this day on she's living life for herself.
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Sometimes you can't see the pain someone feels.
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Sayings - 8 You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had; always forgive, but never forget. Learn from the mistakes; but, never regret.

In the cruel world of love, I've learned that: promises are not CONTRACTS. Kisses are not ASSURANCE. Sweet words are not GUARANTEES. Big hugs are not BONDS. Nothing is permanent in this life, one day he's mine, the next he's gone. Last night he was sweet, the next morning he's insensitive. Loving someone is not always about fairy-tales and fantasies, it's about truth and realities.

Sometimes you end up losing yourself trying to hold onto someone who doesnSayings - 8 by ~smilexhoneyxx
New Deviant ID by ~smilexhoneyxx
The Light Is Darkness Have you ever felt like all you had was gone? That your heart was broken, and you couldn't go on? Have you ever really wanted to die? To end your life, so your tears would dry? My life was like a tunnel, and he was the light he made me smile, so real, so bright. When things got tough, he was always there, for once in my life someone did care. He was a gift sent from up above, for the first time in my life, I actually felt loved. He was like an angel, sent to rescue me; he was everything, my love, my destiny. I stopped the cutting his love made me quit; I never thought I would stop doing it. I have no idea, what he found in me, but he always sThe Light Is Darkness by ~smilexhoneyxx
She Hides Every day, just seems like a routine.
Grab the makeup, apply it on.
Hopefully this eyeliner will hide the puffy eyes.

I apply the cover-up,
Applying the biggest mask that's in front of me,
Hopefully it'll change me.

"Honey you're going to be late for school!" My mother cries out.
Would anyone notice if I was really gone?
Teachers would be glad most of all.

I let the silence surround me in the bus,
With people whispering, "Do you think she's breaking down again?"
The sad thing is it's true.

She is breaking down again.
She brought everything with her on her shoulders.
She wants to start a new life again.

"Here is the homework froShe Hides by ~smilexhoneyxx
What Fair Is That Want to see something through my own eyes?
Like the pain and depression you caused me?
Take a walk through me,
I'll explain everything.

"I just don't understand how you became this person."
You always told me to be who I wanted to be.
That as long as I'm happy, you'll love me.
Looks like you were wrong there.

"I'm not meaning to blame everything on you…"
Then why blame it on me?
So you can run off and be happy?  
What fair is that?

"No matter what you seem to do, it upsets me."
Then why are you still talking to me?
So you can see in my eyes the pain you're causing me?
What fair is that?

"My friends seem to understand me mWhat Fair Is That by ~smilexhoneyxx
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