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What I've Done

Dec 22, 2009, 7:34:22 PM by ~smilexhoneyxx
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / Teen / Urban & Spoken Word

And maybe you're right.
Maybe I don't want things turning out like they did last time.
And maybe I just don't know anything anymore.

But I do know this.
You have my heart,
and you will forever.

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I finally have you all to myself.
No one will change that.
Together forever, is what we've been saying.
Is it going to last?
That's up to us.

Out of everyone in the world,
I choose you.
And out of everyone who likes me.
I choose you.

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I haven't felt this way before.
The feeling is amazing.
How do I know if it's going to last?
That's the risk I have to take.
Even if it means having my heart broken.

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I gave you so many chances,
And this one you finally made count.
Its the best thing you have ever done for me.
How can I ever thank you?

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But then, maybe your right.
I just didn't want to let you inside,
and give you my heart at first.

What a wrong judgment that was.
Your everything I wanted and more,
and how can I ever repay for, for what you have done.

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You lifted me off the ground,
and I'm flying.
I have no where to go,
But into your arms.

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I think this is the best one I have ever wrote.
It's my favorite, but how can i describe teenage love,
without ruining the whole poem?
You should read it ;]

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Sayings - 8 You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had; always forgive, but never forget. Learn from the mistakes; but, never regret.

In the cruel world of love, I've learned that: promises are not CONTRACTS. Kisses are not ASSURANCE. Sweet words are not GUARANTEES. Big hugs are not BONDS. Nothing is permanent in this life, one day he's mine, the next he's gone. Last night he was sweet, the next morning he's insensitive. Loving someone is not always about fairy-tales and fantasies, it's about truth and realities.

Sometimes you end up losing yourself trying to hold onto someone who doesnSayings - 8 by ~smilexhoneyxx

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The Light Is Darkness Have you ever felt like all you had was gone? That your heart was broken, and you couldn't go on? Have you ever really wanted to die? To end your life, so your tears would dry? My life was like a tunnel, and he was the light he made me smile, so real, so bright. When things got tough, he was always there, for once in my life someone did care. He was a gift sent from up above, for the first time in my life, I actually felt loved. He was like an angel, sent to rescue me; he was everything, my love, my destiny. I stopped the cutting his love made me quit; I never thought I would stop doing it. I have no idea, what he found in me, but he always sThe Light Is Darkness by ~smilexhoneyxx

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She Hides Every day, just seems like a routine.
Grab the makeup, apply it on.
Hopefully this eyeliner will hide the puffy eyes.

I apply the cover-up,
Applying the biggest mask that's in front of me,
Hopefully it'll change me.

"Honey you're going to be late for school!" My mother cries out.
Would anyone notice if I was really gone?
Teachers would be glad most of all.

I let the silence surround me in the bus,
With people whispering, "Do you think she's breaking down again?"
The sad thing is it's true.

She is breaking down again.
She brought everything with her on her shoulders.
She wants to start a new life again.

"Here is the homework froShe Hides by ~smilexhoneyxx

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Most of them are poems/stories that i never finished.
& probably wont :]

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Halfway Gone

Apr 2, 2012, 7:08:52 PM by ~smilexhoneyxx
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"You were always hard to hold, so letting go ain't easy." Sums up how I feel right about now, hmm. :/
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Deviant art related
I have to say, it's good to be back though. I finally got around to typing poems, coming up with more quotes so I can continue on with that chain. :]
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Emotions?
They have got to be the worst thing around. I mean, lately I'm alone trapped in a room full of people. I feel like I'm falling into a depression, and frankly, I do not like it. Usually, I get into this every year, but it seems to soon to be getting it now, just like my allergies! I just need someone to vent to, you know? But with it being spring break, me trapped where I live, I lost all my friends that I can vent too, it stinks. :/.
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Guy issues
They suck. D;. Ex-boyfriend of almost two years broke up with me this year, so I was bummed about that. (It occurred earlier on this school year.) Then! The new guy that I like, (his name is Victor :]), is being a turd. Gah, I guess if I wasn't so upfront with the people that I do like, (meaning that I tell them, so they know, not hiding it like everybody) things would be different. :/
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Hey guys!
If you could give me some advice, on anything listed above, or to writing ideas, that would be greatly appreciated. :]
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And to anyone who read all of this, thank you. <3

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Listening to: "Halfway Gone": Lifehouse
Reading: Of Mice and Men

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Words do not really explain the complex individual I am. I usually do not have a problem with people, so it can be determined that I'm pretty easy going. I like to read, write, play/listen to music. Basically my life. <33. I trust very few, because from what I've learned it can be so hard to earn than in a second it is broken down. I love being outdoors, in fact running is my most favorite thing to do. <33. I do not eat meat, the taste gets to me rather than the entire "animal" feel. For the age that I am, I'm pretty glad to have all the experiences I do behind me. If you would like to know more about me, just ask. :]

Life Lesson(s):I'm not your normal teenager. I don't care what people think of me, or how I look. I'm just me.

A trick I picked up from my dad, In one ear, out the other.

I miss being bald. </3

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=teddybearcholla Dec 4, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

Thank you so much for the

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Life is too short for drama and petty things,
so kiss slowly

laugh insanely

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and forgive quickly

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~In-the-Dark11 Jul 10, 2011

Thanks for the favs

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~In the end...nothing matters but God and love~

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*astomious Jun 29, 2011 Hobbyist General Artist

thanks for the :+Fav:!

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=ChescaTipton Jul 25, 2010 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Thank you very much for the

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~u-cifer Jul 21, 2010 Hobbyist Writer

Wow, you ARE a lucky duck... You win the random deviant award! Unfortunately, your only prize is a llama...Enjoy it though!

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